December 2009
8 posts
Red Wine, Red Roses
The young pair of blue eyes is named Edward. He moved to this small towm to take care of his mother, “in these violentest of times.” He had a strong southern accent and a steady and pleasing tone to his voice.
At first he would come with his mother each Wednesday, and only a brief how do you do was all he and Penny could ever share. His mother demanded the rest of his attention. Penny...
Red Penny
Barb was a widower with nothing but a big empty house, her cat, and her little family restaurant. She offered Penny a place to stay for the night and get freshened up so they could both go and figure out what she should do next.
A night turned into a week and a considerable amount of cups of coffee between Barb and Penny. In a few short days Penny’s problems were out of sight and out of...
My Mom Is On Facebook!
So there is this guy I have been having casual relations with for over a year. He’s a hunk and a half. I love talking dirty to him, which isn’t normal for me. Well he made some sports reference to Frank and BJ on his Facebook, and I commented, “You better get that tire fixed so I can give your Frank one super duper BJ, ya hear?”
Immediately after I posted that I get a text...
break
a few words:
hullabaloo
clusterfuck
vesuvius
and recouperation
i can’t post the whole story online for free now can I?
November 2009
4 posts
A Suprise
I am in my room in mom’s house the night before my court date. I am folding clothes and talking to Alzoo on the phone when I get a call from Lexi. I take the call because I had not heard from her in a while and had started to worry. I told Allie I would call her back. Lexi and I begin to catch up and I suggest she come to Carrollton and have a blunt with me. She gets a little frazzled like...
11/11/2009, 11/12/2009, 11/13/2009
2009
2+9=11
11/11/11-received new meds; day before court.
perscriptions: 11/11, 11/11
make a wish about court at 11:11 am on 11/11/11
11/12/11-court; first day taking meds
court blows over
I am calm
11/13/11-Friday the 13th
11/13/09-???
11/09 mm/yy=20
I am 20.
Numbers … could all be meaningless.
“This is the way a healthy drug addict looks: she has gray ashy skin, barely any...”
– Myself-Emily Graham-tyvm
October 2009
14 posts
"Mick Jagger was introduced to pot by Paul...
stonerparty:
olerud:
- Barry Miles, Paul McCartney: Many Years From Now
deeeeeeeeep
“Where zen ends-ass kicking begins. That is your final lesson, grasshopper.”
– Hyde-That 70’s Show
I wont call this FML3
I will end with good news. It is the only way.
At the hospital yesterday. Mom calls grandma at home.
She says to mom “When you get home read the paper on the counter. It’s about Emily and DRUGS.”
I think she either went in Mom’s room and got the papers, or something else came in the mail and she opened it, even though it was for me.
Home.
The NEWSPAPER is on the...
FML pt 2
From the time I woke up this morning:
… . . I can’t believe it.
I don’t understand why some people end up in the hospital when there are others who need to die already running around healthy as can be but telling everyone they are sick to get attention.
Case in point-My Grandmother.
You are in your 80s and healthier than a lot of people I know 30-40 years younger than you....
FML
SEIZURES
ICU/ER/HOSPITALS
JACKASS DOCTORS
SHADY TWO FACED MANIPULATIVE COCK MITES
CLEANING MY APARTMENT EVERYDAY
WHERE IS THIS MESS COMING FROM?!?
FRANKIE
“FAT COW HEFFER BITCH PATHETIC UGLY … ” BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH
BEING TOLD TO HAVE ANOTHER SEIZURE AND DIE PLEASE … WITHOUT THE PLEASE
CRYING LEADS TO PUKING EVERYTIME
THAT AWFUL MUSHY SPAGHETTI
EMILY JR. DIED
NOT...
low blows
I called him ugly.
Told him the first time we met his breath left my dorm smelling like swamp gas for three days.
Told him he’s impotent.
ALL TRUE.
All he could respond with was a fat remark.
hahaha ooooooh think I havent been calloused to those for, like, EVER? Poor little boy. He’s obsessed with zoo, yet won’t admit to being the father of the baby she lost two years ago....
Someone's about to die and then you know
Who your real friends are.
She is not one of them apparently.
Sorry, did my dilemma wake your highnesses?
WELL FUCK ME THEN.
Oh by the way, my mom’s boyfriend of ten years is about to die. He’s in ICU and only getting worse.
First Week in My New Home
Sunday (the day before)-
I woke up around 9:30 and had a sleepy start to the day. I knew I had to do a lot before the big move, and I wanted it to just be done and over with. I drank coffee and smoked some herb and watched The Happening before I even got up and got started. Then I began packing up the rest of my things. Frankie came over that evening, and brought supper. I took a break and ate...
September 2009
7 posts
STOP
Quit fucking gathering and packing my things.
You’ve packed everything from the bathroom. Tell me, HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO WASH MY FACE. Geez bitch at least you left my toothbrush out.
Get out of the basement and stop packing my things. You aren’t moving out a fucking 6 year old who can’t even organize her belongings.
“How many times have you moved compared to...
biding my time
Hmm let’s see …
Secret Life of Bees
No Country For Old Men
Juno
1408
Pineapple Express (fuckin a)
The Eye (lame)
Bedtime Stories (I <3 Adam Sandler)
Nim’s something or another …
oh geez what else is there?
Sleepy Hollow
X-Files: I Want to Believe
The Beatles Anthology
movies I’ve distracted myself with lately. Figures, I move out and mom gets 6...
http://www.metrolyrics.com/fire-it-up-lyrics-modest...
colloquial
Synonyms: 1, 2. Colloquial, conversational, informal refer to types of speech or to usages not on a formal level. Colloquial is often mistakenly used with a connotation of disapproval, as if it meant “vulgar” or “bad” or “incorrect” usage, whereas it is merely a familiar style used in speaking and writing. Conversational refers to a style used in the oral exchange of ideas, opinions, etc.: an easy...
E to the E to the F to the J to the F to the E to...
EEFJFEE
Mom’s getting me a baby U-Haul for next weekend. =)
OMFG Lets fucking do this already!!!
Packing Cleaning Rocking and Budgeting
10 days until I sign the lease, pay 550 dollars, get my keys, and move my first load of stuff in.
Did my budget and figured I was gonna be super screwed for the month of October.
But I can’t ask people for money. First of all people don’t have any to spare, and second the last apartment I had I used all the money people gave me for rent on heroin. I can promise them I won’t use...
